2010 Wishlist

It is hard for someone to write about the past, especially when there is no significant events happened. And I'm not good enough in memorization even I cant recall what I've did last night. =) As usual, time flies really fast this year and still have 3 more days going to 2010! Oh my god, I still not ready to end my customary 2009 yet.

Let's see how I wish to have in year 2010:

1. Same like previous years, I wish my family are happy & healthy. Same to my dear Daddy Tony & Mummy Pam. Wish to see both of you next year Christmas and next next year too.

2. My dad financial getting better and better than year 2009.

3. Three of us (sistas) maintain the good relationship like we have usually.

4. Elder sis & Steven (her bf) fight for their future goal, do not always argue for nothing. And the younger sis, wish her find her own way and best of luck in studies.

5. Mr. Girl, Good luck in your working life, keep fight for our future goal. Thank for try to give me everything I wish. Always heart you! Maintain well our relationship as we promise each others.

6. DEAR My hubby, Gary Chaw, Loolong forward to hear more songs from you. Hopefully in the near future, you will be given more opportunity to return to the stage. Don't care what people say, what rumors are out there, just want to see you happy & your smile. You always the super talented singer for me. Cheer ya!

7. Yes, I going to turn 20, and I always crave for being prefect (FAIRER, FAT & enhance BREASTs). I assured mostly everyone will have the same thought. Aren't you?

8. Wish all my subjects is pass, and finish the another 2 years studies easily. And start my work soon! That what I plan, open a wedding shop after my 5 years work.

9. Phuket, Langkawi and Cameron getaway with the loves one, I can’t wait for the next trip - PD & Hong Kong!

10. A kick-start on my new business, my very first blog shop. Wish me luck people.

Flashback what I've wish so far, just realized such a simple life I wish to have. Sign. Say goodbye to year 2009 and welcome a brand new year 2010. Wish all my friends have a lucky and wonderful 2010.

xoxo.

Monday blues

Just finish my class today. Again, this is a bad week for me. I got to entry the kitchen 3 times in a week. (=.=’) Today, Tomorrow and Friday.. I used to tell myself, I still have one term to go. Haha, I going to say goodbye to KITCHEN.. How bad I am? Who care? =P

Suppose our class have a meeting with the Chef at 6pm. I went to see him and tell him that I stay far from here, I cant wait until 6pm. He so good, he allow me escape the meeting later on, but the bad news I need come at 7.30am tomorrow morning. I feel bad to the Sharon and Chrisyn, I try my best to help you, but seem like he didn’t allow. Babe Jane said, they sure tak syok me. Am I did the wrong thing? I really dun know. Whatever Anything.. I dun care anymore. @@” Tired to care.. That not my style.. =)

Oh, I have a bliss weekend with the babes and Mr. Girl. It was full with excitement. If you go through the pictures and you’ll get what I got this week, it is hard to describe beyond words, feel it yourself. But too bad that I didn’t take much pictures with them. Due I thought I still using the old phone.. =)

Last Thursday night, I had my Sushi King with the dearest. This was the suddenly plan. Dear, I waiting my next dinner with you ya. This time I want to eat Tenji. Wahaha.. Last Friday I had a little friend’s reunion at Mid Valley, we are purposely come down from other places to meet each other. Even though there are only 3 of us, but it had shown our friendship is still on, I’m so glad to have 2 of you. We were busy chit-chatting, shared our life, studies, and so on. Haha, we also had our England afternoon tea. =)

Besides that, I am so happy that I can catch up 5 movies in this weekend : Surrogates, Sorority Row, Cloudy with a Chance of Meatball (3D), On His Majesty's Secret Service and Brides War. It was awesome. Thank, Mr. Girl. You always bring the sunshine for me. Sometimes we argue over minor things and we cry,then we bursted out laughing with tears because we know we needed each other. No one can feel that how deep I love you. I can’t wait to have our vacation – Cameron Highland again. =)

Okay, I need to stop the boring topics now. =)

My days

Hurray! Tomorrow is public holiday. I no need attend any classes. No need face the horrible kitchen either restaurant. Thank god! =) That will be the best gift for my Deepavali present. Again, I find a great weekend for myself. This holiday I will spent all my time with the babes and Mr. Girl. Hehe. I cant wait to meet them now.

Some friends used to ask me, everytime heard that I'm talking about relax relax relax usually where I will go. Sometime I might be watch dramas with the loves one at home. Or maybe we hang out for a walk. My relax meaning is won't sit in front of the laptop doing the tasks I usually did everyday such as check mails, chat in facebook, shopping in forum, and bla bla bla. And my phone also will put silent too. The purpose I do that is do not want people to disturb my space time. That my holiday and only the way I can release the stress. I always appreciate it. =)

Haha, is time to off. Going to eat Sushi King again with dearest. =P See ya guys! I promise I'll share my stories with you on Monday. Hope I can have more space time. 24 hours is not enough for me. Aren't you? Wish all my friends have a great weekend t00. =)

委屈

明明是你自己說你星期一不要的
爲什麽現在好像變成是我的錯那樣呢？
爲什麽其他人不了解情況就講多多？
為什麽你不跟他們說是你的錯？
對，現在我拿到了，又怎樣？
好委屈你！！你贏了大家的歡心！！
大家都覺得你很可憐！！我是大壞蛋！！
是這樣子的嗎？

我明明就沒有錯！！是你整天再反口！！
我不會再相信你說的話了
你讓我一大早就不開心了
對！最委屈是你，你贏完了！！



p/s : WTF!!! No one will understand my conditions better than Mr. Girl. I always heart you =P

Emo

Dear diary,
I'm back here with a kinda short hair style. Do not ask me what going on with me. Nothing happened actually, I just follow my feeling to do so. The minutes the hairstylist cut, I started regretted. First time I feel that I'm so helpless. I do not know what I want. This few days again my condition is freaking down. What's going on? I would like to share out my feeling, but I do not know what the feeling fall on. Wish that this new hair style will bring luck for me =)


p/s : My new hair style similar like her

XOXO.

Disappear again..

*blows of dust from blog*

Dear Diary,
It's been quite some time I didn’t updated, busy as always and on exam. I’ will find time to update soon. I know this is an excuse

Nothing I want to update now. I may not a good writer anymore. I started do not know how to express my feeling. I’m not myself!! And also all my plans is spoiled on this coming holiday. How can I qualify to become a successful events planner in future? I can’t even handle myself well. Tired to pretend I’m fine. Not willing want to talk anymore..

I started have a bad habit which is online shopping to express all my feeling. I'll started purchase something on net once i unhappy. Do you feel familar? Ya, some similar with the drama - You're Hired. By the way, Thank god that all my money control by the financial planner - Mrs. Sze.

I going to crazy seem everything is out of control. How to express my feeling? When I can express all the feeling? And where I can express? Pretend I OKAY!!

Thank for someone send me a meaningful pictures

It is awesome & miracle

P/s : But sorry that it cant make my mood getting better

xoxo.

M.I.S.S

Uhhh...... A tiring week again! Assignments and assessments not the one which lets me felt tired, the terrible high heels. Wearing high heels is normal, but not for me. I hate wear high heels. It is painful and I dun think it is SEXY.. ==”

My black high heels

My finger was injured

Today I want to show off, I know how to cut vegetables already. Fine, I know that it too late for me to learn. Anyway I dun mind. I’ll not cook at future. Yes, I feel so sorry for Mr. Girl. But I didn’t even like kitchen. I hate KITCHEN. I used to tell Mr. Girl, if he hopes his future wife cook, please find others, I not suitable. I know I’m bad, but no choice, this is the only thing I wont do. And do not force me to do so. I’ll learn, just for the study purpose. That’s all.

Last Friday was the second time I entry the kitchen for 4 hours A.G.A.I.N!! Can you imagine that? No, you wont understand my feeling. Is too bad!! That also the second time I spoke bad words in heart in this year. 4 hours, how I tahan ler… This week, we’ll have a small test. WTF.. Anyway just enjoyed my pictures below.. dun ask me what is that, even myself, I also dun know what I’m cutting

Suppose do a face mask yesterday. But kena forced to outing with the mum and aunty Peggy. We went to the taylor’s house. Haha, thank for aunty Peggy sponsor cloth materials for me to make some new skirts and short. Of course, I wont forget thank my mum, sponsor the money. Cant waiting to wear my new skirts. =) Afterward, we went to visit my nephew, Asher Josh. Quite some time didn’t saw him.

I miss my bathtub so muchhh with the hot water plus some bubbles. Wah, it’s so awesome!! Unfortunately, my house’s water heater, my dad not going to repair now due he plan to renovation the whole house. Do not know until when I have my bubble bath again with the hot water. ==’ I so missssss. Crazy for it!! I do love my bathtub. =P when I have stress, pressure, unhappy and bla bla bla.. Seem like another place I release my stressful. Who can borrow bathroom for me attached with bathtub and hot water?

Before I end my post, this is the blouse I aim for. Nichii, one of favor brand I love juz for show off =)

xoxo.

Busy Week

Last week, it was a non-stop activities week for me. An emotional week too, thanks to Mr. Girl who stand by with me and supported me. I’m just started my course - Hospitality & Tourism last week. It is a HARD + TIRED + FUN + NEW week for me too. **too much feeling come to me Am I choose the wrong course? Tell the truth, I really dun know. The kitchen really killed me. ==” I cant imagine that I wearing the chef cloth and work in the kitchen for 4 hours!! My gosh! Is 4hours!! Even at my house, I also didn’t enter my kitchen for so long hours. How can it be? I HATE OILY!! Sometime I wondering myself, am I a GIRL? No, I think many friends say so. :.blush.:

**I’m a GIRL who
X cooking
X enter KITCHEN
X look like a girl
X caring
X make up
X dress herself
Oh my god!! How come I have so much bad behavior? ==” **

Everyday mom and dad, my friends will ask me the same question, HOW ARE YOU? ARE YOU FEELS GOOD? What should I reply? Yes, I’m fine? That is what I’m answered them. But that not true. I feel not good at all. I have a lot of stress + pressure. I keep telling myself, I want to be a PROFESIONAL!! I must always show the face with a wide smile. I’m unhappy. I wish everyone will not ask me again. I don’t need it. I know you guys are care about me. So I hope everyone could wish me in heart. That is enough for me =)

I found out that study Mass Communication and Hospitality & Tourism totally are the different thing. Please do not scold me first. =P Besides learning, my mean is the first impression. Mass Communication, they just following what their hearts say, like the DJs, reporter and etc, but not include the PRs. Hospitality & Tourism which is working in hotel line, even their mood are not good, they still need pretend they are nothing. When I can learn this skill huh? I ‘ve no ideas. ==”

I think I need to gain some weight as you guys know that I’ve been a skinny for too long and it is under weight too. Do not know why I have been eating a lot but still nothing happens. Yes, the hot chicks say, so envy me.. ==” Actually it is actually unhealthy ler… What should I do huh? Maybe I should seek advice from doctor. Hopefully I can gain a few KG’s. You know what, my bag are heavy than me, can you imagine that? **didn’t kidding, serious!!

Last Saturday I having a half day tour in China Town, KL with the course-mates which come from other country. We had a lots of fun. I have my own stamps nia.. Haha~~ Didn’t have much photos with them due to the pale face. Wish we have another chance chilling out together ya.. Keep in touch.. although we are different group now. =)

Thanks to Mr. Girl, never leave me alone and always stand by when I needed you to lean on. I know that you try hard to make me happy. Sorry for the bad attitude last week. We always argue over minor things, but we know we needed each other so much. I always love you. Lastly, thanks for everything you give me. =( I miss the weekend spending with you. When we can meet each other again huh..


Everyone tell me that, I am fairer than last time… Hoho.. So happy ler… I must keep it hard =)
Miss my toufufa =P

Sorry for the unclearly photos due the phone is SUCK!

IMPERFECT

Just now my friend sent me a quiz about what animals you are. Guess, what animal I belongs to? Give you some tips, the animal I most hate, most scare. Got it? Ya, the answer is C.A.T. How can it be? I like a C.A.T.?

猫 - 柔可如水，烈可令你生畏 (自我主义者)
你的性格倔强，爱撒娇，冷漠、自尊心很强。只有你不想去的地方，没有你不能去的地方。你喜欢的地方．无论多样制止，你还是要去的，只要是你不愿意,就会明明白白地拒绝，绝对不会勉强自己去配合别人的步调。你極具個人風格，搞不清楚你個性的人，容易誤觸地雷，連生活上親密伴侶，也因你陰晴不定的個性，不小心惹毛你，即使你的愛很真誠，但捉摸不定的性格，難以搞定。
**Due this is the Chinese quiz, I lazy to translate the answer to English =) **

My friend said, yes, totally agree with the answer. Is that true? Didn’t have people can read my mind?? I guess might be. I admitted that the answer is very nicety. I always do the thing follow my feeling. Sometime even I also do not know what I want actually. =)

Last Saturday accompany Mr. Girl met up with his friends. We went for our dinner, steamboat with Mr. Jia Heng, Mr. Wilson and his girlfriend. Quite some time Mr. Girl and I didn’t eat steamboat already. I prefer buffer style. Both of us not really like the taste. =P After finish dinner, we met up Mr. Meng Wai and Mr. Kam Seng and went off to Sky Bar, Traders Hotel, just beside KLCC Convention Center. Everyone though that Mr. Girl know the way to there. Because he is the one who organized this gathering. =) Both of us get lost at KL. Haha… Thank God, we catch up with them again at Jalan Ampang there. No one knew the located of Sky Bar, thank Mr. Wilson’s GPS direct us the correct way. =)

We were chit-chatting around + drink + look around. Both of us left the place early. Mr. Girl is tired + I already fall asleep at there. We didn’t take much photo at there due all of us didn’t bring camera + hand phone’s camera are not so clearly. The environment just so so, sorry for said that. It is nice, but not the place I looking for. Anyway that is a place you must take a look. Am I right? =) I get drunk, just few glasses, damn “cha shui”. Mr. Girl is mad. Mad for the out control of me? ==” He is right, that why he not allow me go clubbing, pub, bar, disco WITHOUT him. Even not allow me drink at outside. Okay. I promise you! =P

More details of Sky Bar, pls refer to ->Mr. Meng Wai’s blog<- (Click)

Thank Mr. Girl bring me a wonderful night. Everything you do had touched my soul. I know that my blog make you feel uncomfortable. I am very sorry if I did anything wrong to hurt you. Appreciate what you did for me. I know purposely because of me, you organized the gathering. Thank the steamboat, thank the drink, thank for everything… I can’t give much promise for you, but I will use all the time to proof that I love you. I love you, Mr. Girl. =)

Transformer 2

Transformer 2

Just came back from Jusco, Metro Prima with the sister. Seem dad and mum not at home, so we decided go for a movie, Transformer 2. I be the driver, and also be the maid. Haha… Okay, until the end, I still do not know what the story talking about. Fine, I know I’m T.E.R.R.I.B.L.E. & S.T.U.P.I.D!! That what the girl always said. ==” Transformer 2… Why everyone crazy for it? I can’t understand.. LOLzzz =P The queue was crazy, SUPER LONG everyday, especially on premiere day. Why aren't all these individuals studying or working? FAINT~~

Now I’m awaits Final Destination: Death Trip 3D and Land of The Lost. HUHUU~~ These might will be the BEST MOVIE EVER.. =) Tomorrow night I will watch Ice Age 3: Dawn of the Dinosaurs 3D with the girl and sister. Ya, She be the electric bulb. But it is doesn’t matter for us. =P At first, we are planning to Sky Bar for a drink with the girl’s friends. Seem like no one are going, so it might be cancel. Sob sob~~ My Sky Bar!! I’m disappointed. =(

I am tired now due very early wake up today fetch the couples outing. Bye Bye~~ Is time to take a nap!! =)

Seem someone is complained that didn’t saw the recent M.E.

......
.....
....
...
..
.

DA

DA

DA

DA